this summer im going to be so goddamn romantic and wear long skirts and flowers in my hair and bustier tops and white bikinis with my long wavy hair and only wear high heels, running shoes, or go completely barefoot and read great american literature all day and paint whenever i want and drink black coffee and green tea and sit on the water and ride my bike and and wear lipstick and draw on winged eyeliner and dance by myself and fall in love with anyone and everything and play in the rain and hope and dream and work on my novel and never ever eat.